I wonder if it’s OK for me to be this way? To let things occur naturally as they come. It feels like standing still, but I’m not right? I’m still growing right?
I have a lot to think about recently. Yet it’s because of this that I can grow. My ability to reflect on myself and think deeply is a big part of who I am. I wouldn’t be me if I didn’t do this.
Just the fact that I can acknowledge this about myself makes me happy.