Some things must be faced slowly. I'm fine most of the time. It is only when I'm reminded of it that I get like this. I'll be fine tomorrow. Or later today, however you see it. This is what I needed to hear, but maybe it'll help you too: Sometimes, there are things that are … Continue reading I Can’t Even Talk About It To People (a message to myself)
I have held, for many years, a fundamental misunderstanding of love. The more I seek to understand it, the more I recognize my ignorance. Love is selfless, strong, and tender. It is the balm that heals all wounds. Love does not hurt. Pride does. When people think themselves above you and treat you selfishly as … Continue reading On Love And Freedom
There'sa social activity at my church that I should go to. I mean, I don't have a reason not to go. So I should right? Maybe my reason can be as simple as preference? Because I would rather do something else? Either choice is fine. I'm not hurting anyone. It's such a small decision. Maybe … Continue reading Even Small Choices Are Mine Too
When I was younger, I joked about one day retiring to the mountains of Tibet, but that was only half a joke. Now that I'm older, a part of me still has that desire. Even though I realize that I can't just isolate myself to pursue a more spiritual life as it would prevent me … Continue reading I’m Sick Of This
I am not going to relinquish it to anyone. This is a realization that I made while struggling with some demons and it was like something clicked on my brain. I have learned to trust myself more and it is because when there are challenges, I do my best to rise to the occassion and … Continue reading My Life, My Choice
I really really want to enjoy my life more. For so long, I have lived with my fears weighing down my shoulders. They were dark spots that clouded my vision and kept me from seeing the world as it was. My life was so full of "should haves" and "why am I doing this to … Continue reading I Want To Live, Really Live.
There's a point in your life, where you need to stand up and say, "enough is enough!" I've reached that point. I was born for more than just lying down and taking it. We all have choices to make and responsibilities to face. This is a fact of life and a good thing. No matter … Continue reading This Is A Turning Point