Any suggestions? Yesterday, I had to leave something behind. I don't know how to explain what it was. It is hard even for me to grasp. My immaturity would be a good word for it? Whatever it was, it was holding me back. I realized this while exercising yesterday. It's a calm, meditative type of … Continue reading It’s Hard For Me To Describe This
Until years and years later... I have found that the best way for a dark nightmare to dissolve in the light of day is to look straight forward and never look back. When all you think and feel is light and peace then there is no room for darkness or turmoil. Seeking light and peace … Continue reading The Things We Learn (And Forget)
I wonder if it's OK for me to be this way? To let things occur naturally as they come. It feels like standing still, but I'm not right? I'm still growing right? Sigh. I have a lot to think about recently. Yet it's because of this that I can grow. My ability to reflect on … Continue reading This Isn’t Me Standing Still…Is It?
I am not going to relinquish it to anyone. This is a realization that I made while struggling with some demons and it was like something clicked on my brain. I have learned to trust myself more and it is because when there are challenges, I do my best to rise to the occassion and … Continue reading My Life, My Choice
Am I the only one who thinks this or is it just me? There are a lot of problems in my life and most of them stem from my own self-doubt. Self-doubt makes things worse so I have to learn not to do it. It's sort of a sink-or-swim thing for me. I find that … Continue reading This Self-Confidence Stuff Is Hard
Today, I leveled up. I'm seriously so happy about it. There were so many dark thoughts swirling in my head today, but I know from experience that if you give them an inch, they'll take the whole space. I want to release fear, not feed it. So this morning, I thought to myself that I … Continue reading Self-Love Is A Form Of Love
I really really want to enjoy my life more. For so long, I have lived with my fears weighing down my shoulders. They were dark spots that clouded my vision and kept me from seeing the world as it was. My life was so full of "should haves" and "why am I doing this to … Continue reading I Want To Live, Really Live.
Today, my bracelet is on the wrong wrist and it's bothering me. I put it there because it looked better with my outfit. I now regret this, but am too vain to stop. I wonder how many times we keep doing something that we should stop, beyond a minor annoyance like a bracelet on the … Continue reading How Do You Self-Confidence!!???