On Love

Earlier today, I said I didn't understand why people loved or liked me. Not really. Ever since I was young, I had a sense of desperation, like whatever was good in my life would be taken away. I think a large part of that was the way I was treated when I was younger. Today, … Continue reading On Love


Even Small Choices Are Mine Too

There'sa social activity at my church that I should go to. I mean, I don't have a reason not to go. So I should right? Maybe my reason can be as simple as preference? Because I would rather do something else? Either choice is fine. I'm not hurting anyone. It's such a small decision. Maybe … Continue reading Even Small Choices Are Mine Too

Just Keep Swimming

Sometimes, there are times when you could've made a better impression or spoke more softly to others. For the latter, it seemed more like they were having a bad day and losing the debate was the last straw. I tried to make things better, but I didn't really point out their opponents weakness beforehand (since … Continue reading Just Keep Swimming